joined my uni anime club and at the first meeting/kick off party i scabed a few rubber braclets with interesting things printed onto them:

Apart from freebies they did provide a sausage sizzle so we anime fanatics wont starve to death and i did meet some new people. hopefully i’ll see them around uni and such. didnt actually manage to get anyone’s contact details as i left fairly early (about 8PM) with a friend to get some dinner.
Anyhow, its the start of the 2nd week of uni and i’m already half way to being dead from lack of sleep and too much work. maybe i should’ve done chem and maths next semester instead of packing it all in this sem. hmm. ah well.

This isnt really a blog post. its a plug for the FTV facebook fan page go now! click! its totally awesome – ok, its not totally awesome just yet but it will be when more people join!

yes i know this is really very very delayed and you might be wondering, ‘What tradition?’ well its a tradition now! dating back to febuary 14th 2009 haha

some of you might remember (or not) my particularly – how should i put this? vehement post regarding valentines day last year, but this year i’ve changed and while i still think valentines day is over commercialised the idea and notion of love doesnt stir up such rancour in my guts. Why? i have no idea, i’m guessing its something to do with growing up. rather than feeling down in the dumps over valentines day i have realised that while this day of over priced flowers and hallmark cards may mark another year of singledom it is also a signal of hope. i’m single therefore i can go meet someone great! but therein lies a problem. How do i know the person i’ve met is the best for me right now? how do i know there isnt someone better around the corner? ahh the age old problem. and the only solution i’ve been able to think up of (while being sleep deprived) is this: You cant know so just go with the first person whom you feel you can love and be in turn loved.

What do you think? is that the solution? or is it better to hold out for someone better?

Happy Lunar New year and happy valentines day everyone! both events were on yesterday on the 14th of febuary but my day was super busy and i didnt get any time to get this done =.= i had some interesting issue to discuss relating to valentines day and the new year but i forgot what i was going to write about so this is a just a post to wish everyon had a good valentines/new years day…

i know it has something to do with both celebrations falling on the same day but for the life of me i cant remember what it was about. i guess if i remember i’ll write it and post it at a later date i guess.

its been awhile since i’ve had this as my friend gave it to me a couple of weeks ago as a belated birthday present but as i’ve been bored lately i’ve been playing with it alot and its quite addictive! its a little phone strap thing where you can attach to your phone and everytime you press one of the buttons on the paw it meows! my friend says its for me to pretend i actually have a cat (since my mum is adverse to any kind of animal in the house) i managed to find a webpage with a description and image of the product but be warned, its in dodgy translated english… you can see it by clicking here. super cute but super annoying if you’re not the presser and have to listen to the meowings haha i tested it on my friends so i know its annoying for other people – but strangely addictive and fun when you’re pressing haha

Theres probably nothing better than meringues. easy to make, easy to eat and makes you feel like god when you get it done haha – so instead of doing Chemistry which makes me feel like crap because nothing makes sense and the impending doom feeling of monday’s test looming over my head, i went and made meringues =D and subsequently felt like god haha. (note: this is what happens when you crash course 2 years of chemistry in two weeks ok?) some pictures of my wonderful creations:

I just had to put in two pictures of the meringues, they’re that beautiful *tear* i think i’ll attempt something harder when i can go buy the equipment for it, right now, i dont even have a proper baking tray =.=

Back to school tomorrow T_T got my bridging course to do, then once that course is over uni offically starts – speaking of which, you are now reading the blog of a uni student!! which reminds me, i have to go change the ‘about’ page hmm.

While most students are still relishing in the last month of their holidays i have to make my way back to school and study life one month premature simply because i didnt study chemistry in highschool. now is that a bitch or what? blehh. Had an awesome holiday which ended way too soon imo

I don’t think we should meet any more.

Why?

It’ll be better for the both of us.

Ok. If that’s what you want.

Being bored and being tired.

Going out and passing all those places.

Bringing back memories worth nothing.

Yet hurting like crazy.

Cutting me off at the knees.

Cruelty or mercy?

Kindness or Spite?

Thinking I was immune.

Realising I was wrong. Suffering.

Denial – a beautiful state of mind.

Laughing like there was no tomorrow.

Feeling on top of the world.

Crashing and burning.

I still remember those worthless memories.

Etched by laughter. Cemented by emotions.

Broken with words. Repaired by scarring.

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I hope you were right.

The cheap thrill of a secret meeting – the arubt shock of being discovered. ah. that has been the downfall of many men.

Or my life just sucks and FML is a suitable title for this post. having new friends, meeting new people – all nice and good, only until you have to hide the fact that you’ve ACTUALLY met someone new and have aquired a new friend from the knowledge of your family.

everything is complicated. lying is complicated – no sorry. lying is simple. SUSTAINING the lie is complicated. but yet the complusion to lie is there and you cant stop until you’ve been found out and shit hits the fan. everything is too complicated T_T *sigh*

kelp. S0Sing as i’m drowning.

Edit: Happy new years everyone – i hope 2010 is great for you all!

i’m so happy that i’m speechless, i dont know how to express my joy except that i’m so happy i’m nearly delirious. i got an ATAR of 89.00 which means i have a chance in getting into Medical Science!! MEDICAL SCIENCE!! this is – like. medical science was my dream “I’ll never be able to get in but i’ll put it in my preferences anyways” course and here i am! being able to ACTUALLY contemplate the POSSIBILITY of getting into medical science! better not to be carried away but really my hard work paid off T_T! at the very least i’ll still get into science… i hope >.<!